AlwaysAnUnquietMind

i trust you with my burning tears and with all the secrets that I have kept i give them to you for all hope is now gone the fears have overcome my life guilt is now my overwhelming enemy memories of sunsets are forever fading i embrace the dark as an ever present lover this embrace of yours sears my soul to the core my end is now rapidly approaching there is little left for me to do now after all that I've tried for all these years it seems like a poor excuse of a life when it is finally over I will still not be at peace my soul will be condemned to wander eternally to seek forgiveness from those that I have harmed from loves l

i trust you with my burning tears and with all the secrets that I have kept i give them to you for all hope is now gone the fears have overcome my life guilt is now my overwhelming enemy memories of sunsets are forever fading i embrace the dark as an ever present lover this embrace of yours sears my soul to the core my end is now rapidly approaching there is little left for me to do now after all that I've tried for all these years it seems like a poor excuse of a life when it is finally over I will still not be at peace my soul will be condemned to wander eternally to seek forgiveness from those that I have harmed from loves l

holidays are hell days the things that were perpetrated against me while at the very least were criminal acts but more importantly they removed all happiness from my life being molested and yes raped on every single holiday and birthday for a four year period eliminated anything joyous from my entire being i now find excuses to spend such days alone with my tears my fears and my anger i cannot feel like you do christmas holds no special appeal as does new years easter is but a time of pain and birthdays are days of horror i am and always will be alone my year holds but 365 days and none of them are special they may be